Gary Long pointed out something very obvious to me today....
I am incredibly homesick. Seriously homesick. Ridiculously homesick.
Work is good, Prince George is good, nothing is exactly bad up here but I still fell like something's missing.
When I first moved here I was just so excited to start a new life, live on my own, start working at my dream job. Now it seems like any adrenaline left over has long since faded. I'm not miserable (yet) but I am sick....homesick.
I've never felt this way before. When I was in Europe every day was so exciting and incredible, I knew exactly when I was going to come home, and I was with Brett. Brett really is family to me.
Sometimes I think it'd be easier if he was here...but would he even like PG? He didn't when he visited, he wants to travel and go to school and I don't want to feel like I'm using him or anybody as a "security blanket".
I guess I've realized how wonderful and functional my life was before I moved here. Since then it feels like everything is in complete disorder. Who knew life could be this tough? I thought it would be a cake walk.
posted by Heather K. @ 5:51 PM
2 Comments:
I know it's not the same as family and your old friends, but you know I'm here for you always.
hey girlfriend... i just saw you but it kinda stank cuz it was only for two minutes but i know i say this and i know not the same as us being there with u...but i love you and always know that i am thinking about u everyday....i miss you lots and so does everyone... and just remember you won't be in PG FOREVER... i think in oh i dunno say....6-12months you'll be THE NEXT CHARRIS on the jeff o'neil show for the fox!! who's knows maybe something will happen to charris that I OF COURSE would have nothing to do with ;) ;) heh heh.... I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xo kristin
Post a Comment
<< Home